4.0 KiB
Address Prior Problem
The main problem of conflict, directed towards the little girl instead of the mom.
The secondary problem of constructed intimacy
Minor change
1.目前考虑中午与下午事件替换
我不想要纯粹的创伤，要在表面最美好的image下藏刀，这样永远显得是美好的。
可以稍微意识流一点点
小女孩在战争的压力下自杀， 遗物 “表”
possible （death, prostitution, rape etc.）
白天很正常的玩耍，藏着玩，母亲慈爱，然而却并非如此，尝试遮掩自己的记忆，
Violence and recklessness, profound social withdrawal, and self-mutilation are not, as we shall see, unique to our species. But perhaps suicide is.
Encompass’d with a thousand dangers, Weary, faint, trembling with a thousand terrors.… I … in a fleshly tomb, am Buried above ground. —WILLIAM COWPER
A tiny blade will sever the sutures of the neck, and when that joint, which binds together head and neck, is cut, the body’s mighty mass crumples in a heap. No deep retreat conceals the soul, you need no knife at all to root it out, no deeply driven wound to find the vital parts; death lies near at hand.… Whether the throat is strangled by a knot, or water stops the breathing, or the hard ground crushes in the skull of one falling headlong to its surface, or flame inhaled cuts off the course of respiration—be it what it may; the end is swift. —SENECA
To whom it may concern, If I should die in my childhood, this is my will. I have no money, except $2.95 in the bank, and a little in defense stamps. This is to be given to Robert C——, my nephew. My clothing goes to charity or to anyone that wants them. If I am laid out I would like to be dressed in blue. If I have a funeral all friends and relatives are invited to attend. To my mother I give all I have and everything I possess. To my father and sister all my love and all I possess. No one has killed me. I wish to die. I have committed suicide
Time present and time past Are both perhaps present in time future, And time future contained in time past. If all time is eternally present All time is unredeemable. -------TS Eliot
无限列车
In my beginning is my end. In succession Houses rise and fall, crumble, are extended, Are removed, destroyed, restored, or in their place Is an open field, or a factory, or a by-pass. Old stone to new building, old timber to new fires, Old fires to ashes, and ashes to the earth Which is already flesh, fur and faeces, Bone of man and beast, cornstalk and leaf. ----TS eliot
Houses live and die: there is a time for building And a time for living and for generation And a time for the wind to break the loosened pane And to shake the wainscot where the field-mouse trots And to shake the tattered arras woven with a silent motto.
无限列车 you are lock in this moment
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Trust vs. Mistrust
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Autonomy vs. Shame and doubt
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Initiative vs. Guilt
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Industry vs. Inferiority
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Identity vs. Identity Confusion
Isolation
intimacy
In your beginning is your end.
阻止自杀，
花开花落，最
实验
吗
Encompass’d with a thousand dangers, Weary, faint, trembling with a thousand terrors.… I … in a fleshly tomb, am Buried above ground. —WILLIAM COWPER
Diary reason Day 1 day 18
改变日记上的内容
原因 玫瑰
无逻辑问题
战争
更为过去
甚至不认识 只剩下手了
时间列车
不同阶段
讲好一个故事
问题在于其他的有问题
or
Letter feeling
or
watch
被锁住的门
时间列车
sacrifice
自己自杀了，替代她
未来
无限列车 解开时间的迷
未来 有何想法
未来的什么 与这个故事有很强的联系却又无