81 lines
1.2 KiB
Markdown
81 lines
1.2 KiB
Markdown
Dear
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No one has killed me.
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The sad truth is, it was me who tied the knot, the one who raised my head with gentle determination.
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I 'm sorry to put you in such shock seeing me under such state. you must be confused, speechless with words of refusal.
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Yet, forgive me for taking advatage of these few moments of rejection, and speak to as if breathing.
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I once held a mind of pure rationale, nihilism and isolationism as the true way of living, as my inly religion. .
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I thought was all-knowin \. I thought I didn't need anyone.
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But apparently I s knew so trivial.
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The weeks I spend with you brought me the joy of a lifetime.
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I want to end it as such, in this moment, where the rain is purple, sun bright, and when I can still remember the your lovely smile.
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I won't be able feel anything after I die, and I won't be able to know what comes after, so to say I'm not scared is a lie.
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This is the only way
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For “Life can only be understood backwards, but **it must be lived forwards**”
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I love you.
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Thank you for taking me out my infinite torturing hell of trying to understand.
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And letting me,finally for once, "lived forward".
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Forever.......
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